Where is my Mojo??

Ok, so I have like 8 billion christmas projects that need to be done, and what am I doing?  Trying to find the mojo to work on them.  I have crochet itmes that I am trying to make for the entire family, and still have decorations to make!  I have not completely finished ONE project yet!!  This is driving me crazy!  Perhaps I have bitten off a little more than I can chew??  Maybe not, maybe I am just having a day where I don't want to do much.  Oh well, I have to MAKE myself do some work on this stuff.  I am aiming to have my sister's scarf done by this evening, not sure if I can because of the stitch that I am using on it, but we will see.  Will update and post pic when done!!

Ghouls, and Goblins and Ghosts....OH MY!

Well, Halloween proved again to be my favorite day of the year! We had a busy but productive day. The day started by everyone pitching in and cleaning the house, then followed by a day of baking cookies, a ghost cake, making a center piece of rainbow twizzlers and pretzels dipped in white chocolate with black sugar crystals and orange pumpkin candies sprinkled on top. Oh yeah, forgot to mention I made Halloween bark out of the leftover chocolate and candies/sprinkles!




My mom came over for dinner and I had made spaghetti with "oozing eyeballs".

Immediately after dinner, we got the kiddos in their costumes and did their makeup for trick or treating. Shelby was Tinkerbell,

and Logan and Emma decided that they were going to be vampires......



ahhhhh, life is good. My favorite things in the world, and MY kids decided to dress up as them :D.


Mom accompanied us trick or treating the ENTIRE neighborhood. This year was a little disappointing as far as the number of trick or treaters in our neighborhood. There really were NOT a lot of people out.....but, we made out!!! Not to mention we found this house where they had a pumpkin carving contest, and out of all of the elaborate carvings, this was my favorite......

It was done by a boy just about Logan's age, and had blinking Christmas lights inside, it was the cutest, coolest pumpkin EVER!!!!

This particular house had also saved milk jugs and cut off the handles leaving an open wedge in the carton....they had painted them black or white with words and pictures left unpainted....stuck some moss in the bottom of the jug and lit candles in them.....TOO CUTE and wayyyyyyy cost effective!!!  Smarty farties in the neighborhood only give me good ideas for next year.....LOL!

And the best part of the night???????? FULL MOON!!!!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT??????

Anywho......hope you all had a WONDERFUL and SPOOKY Halloween!!!!

DANAGER ZONE!!!

So, having recently found this wonderful blogging site, I have found that there are tons of links on each individual blog that are leading to more and more and more links and they are all dangerous and addictive websites!!! I now have more websites promoted on my blog than I ever imagined possible!! I really never was one for promoting websites and all that razzle dazzle stuff, and now, OMG, I just can't help myself!!! These sites are fabulous and I just want to share them with everyone, especially thsoe of us in the SAHM world....anywho.....must start flying with my friend the FLYlady.....house must be clean and I have to make treats with the kiddos today, not to mention my ghost cake and spaghetti with oozing eyeball supper :D FUN times at the Casa De La Warden :D

Well, that's just life.

Ok, so, I thought because my husband was coming home early that he might have some pity on me and let me lay down and take a nap. Yeah, wishful thinking.....he is napping, I am up with the kiddos. That really bites, I am exhausted. In 2 hours time, I went to the doctor, got gas, and went grocery shopping. Oh well, I guess I will get to rest at some point. Such is life.

Not looking forward to it.....

I am sooooooooo not looking forward to leaving my house. I really don't want to go to this stinkin' doctor appointment today, but, if it will make me feel better and help my body stop being funky, then, I guess it won't be that bad. It's been a long time coming, and I should just hope that I get it over and done with today instead of having a bunch more appointments behind it. Anywho.....time to get everything in order so that I can be out of here by 10.......UGH.

Why Bother?

When you have faught and faught for something for so incredibly long....and you just keep getting slapped in the face, year after year, what is the point? Why would you even bother trying anymore? Is it because of stupidity?? Or desperation? I don't understand why I bother. Why do I fight so hard for someone that is so unhappy with me that he literally looks for other people. Why would I be burned, and continue to walk straight into the fire? Is it because I am afraid to be alone? Is it because I am afraid of being put out there again? Is it because I can't take anymore rejection? Being rejected by the one who is supposed to love you the most is heart wrenching, and being rejected by others is just adding insult to injury, so, why put yourself out there to be hurt even more? Just handle the pain that you are dealt, don't add more. Maybe I am wrong, maybe it's over, maybe he's done with all of that. I don't know the answer, but I wish I did.