DANAGER ZONE!!!

So, having recently found this wonderful blogging site, I have found that there are tons of links on each individual blog that are leading to more and more and more links and they are all dangerous and addictive websites!!! I now have more websites promoted on my blog than I ever imagined possible!! I really never was one for promoting websites and all that razzle dazzle stuff, and now, OMG, I just can't help myself!!! These sites are fabulous and I just want to share them with everyone, especially thsoe of us in the SAHM world....anywho.....must start flying with my friend the FLYlady.....house must be clean and I have to make treats with the kiddos today, not to mention my ghost cake and spaghetti with oozing eyeball supper :D FUN times at the Casa De La Warden :D

Well, that's just life.

Ok, so, I thought because my husband was coming home early that he might have some pity on me and let me lay down and take a nap. Yeah, wishful thinking.....he is napping, I am up with the kiddos. That really bites, I am exhausted. In 2 hours time, I went to the doctor, got gas, and went grocery shopping. Oh well, I guess I will get to rest at some point. Such is life.

Not looking forward to it.....

I am sooooooooo not looking forward to leaving my house. I really don't want to go to this stinkin' doctor appointment today, but, if it will make me feel better and help my body stop being funky, then, I guess it won't be that bad. It's been a long time coming, and I should just hope that I get it over and done with today instead of having a bunch more appointments behind it. Anywho.....time to get everything in order so that I can be out of here by 10.......UGH.

Why Bother?

When you have faught and faught for something for so incredibly long....and you just keep getting slapped in the face, year after year, what is the point? Why would you even bother trying anymore? Is it because of stupidity?? Or desperation? I don't understand why I bother. Why do I fight so hard for someone that is so unhappy with me that he literally looks for other people. Why would I be burned, and continue to walk straight into the fire? Is it because I am afraid to be alone? Is it because I am afraid of being put out there again? Is it because I can't take anymore rejection? Being rejected by the one who is supposed to love you the most is heart wrenching, and being rejected by others is just adding insult to injury, so, why put yourself out there to be hurt even more? Just handle the pain that you are dealt, don't add more. Maybe I am wrong, maybe it's over, maybe he's done with all of that. I don't know the answer, but I wish I did.