July Rant....Beware....

I need to rant. Just a small one. Here goes. I'm tired. I'm tired of the drama. I'm tired of the bullshit. I'm just fucking tired. So, here goes. I miss my husband, I desperately need to see him. Going. Soon. I am totally over all the other horse-assed bologna that is going on around me. I am sick of it. I am tired of people just thinking that it is acceptable to expect more and more and more out of people and that they will NEVER give out. I am EXHAUSTED from people who think it is just absolutely fine to up and leave. It's NOT OK. IT'S NEVER OK. It's NEVER acceptable to just decide one day that you are DONE because people expect you to be an adult and act like one. It's NEVER ok to WALK AWAY from your COMMITMENTS. Grow up. I'm just over the crap. For real over the crap. I'm tired of watching my family implode little by little. It's been almost 10 months since Pop passed. Almost every day has been a nightmare for my family. It has to start getting easier right? This can't continue. This can't keep going the way it is. I have to tell you, if it doesn't stop I'm afraid that me, and a lot of other family members are going to suffer far worse than we should.